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DepReSsIoN

2005-10-25T00:17:00.000+08:00

SeeMs dAt E tImE hAs cUm 4 mE 2 gEt dEpReSsEd.. Diz kInD oF FeeLing wUd aLwaz cUm oNcE In a wHiLe.. wHen tInGs dOn tUrN oUt E wAy I hOpE.. oR tHeR's a stRoNg FeeLing of eMpTineSs.. I cAnt rEaLy taLk aBt It rItE Nw.. I dOn wAn It 2 gEt wOrSe.. MayB It wIL b aLrIte wHen I wAkE Up 2mL MoRninG.. ChiLdisH tHinkInG..

FyPj Iz 2oo sLaCkInG..

2005-05-31T21:50:00.000+08:00

Heyz PeePs.. BeeN sOm tImE.. aLmOst 4gOt My bLoG.. ItS gOinG hAywIrE aLeDy.. N oUtDaTeD 2oo..! Aha.. WiL B wOrkInG oN It sOmtImE.. In E nEaR fUtUrE dAt Iz.. CurreNtLy In NYP FinaL yR pRoJeCt wK 6 DaE 2.. I mUz cOmmEnT.. TheR's aBsoLuteLy Nt mUcH LiFe..! ApArt fRoM E pRettIeR wKeNds dAt I've aLwaZ LooKeD 4wArD 2.. Its jUz sIaNz n Nth eLse.. Y dId NYP cUm Up wIt dIz IdEa aNywAy..? It jUz wUn wOrk..!

To aLLoCaTe a StUdEnT 2 a pRoJeCt.. N hAv hIm sIt In fRoNt oF dAt PC 4 10 hRs X 5 DaEs a wK.. 2 Me Iz jUz a WaStE oF TiMe.. ThEy tInK It wiL gIv Us MoRe Den sUffIcIeNt tImE 2 CoMpLeTe oUr pRoJeCt.. But WaD hAs BeeN E CaSe 4 aL tHeSe yRs..? ThEy mAy Nt hAv rEaLiSeD.. BuT It Iz InDeeD a WaStE.. It wIL kiLL uS.. We wIL aL pAss dIz sEm wIt bLiNdInG CoLouRs n tHiCkEr gOggLes..

In FaCt.. I sUspEcT Im In sOm kInD oF InFeCtIoN.. My EyEs R gEttIng ReD @ E SiDeS eVryDaE..! Its Fine wHen I wAkE In E mOrnInG.. But tHen In E aFtNn.. tInGs cHaNgEd.. I pReSuMe U cAn fIgUrE oUt E pRiMe sUspEcT.. No 1 In E LiSt.. oBjeCt SpOtteD.. pOsItIoN DeteRmInEd @ 1 fEEt nOrtH oF uR cUrrEnt cOOrDiNaTes..

WitH Dat sAid.. I b'LiEvE I shLd eNd Nw..

ChRisTmAs In 25 hRs..!

2004-12-23T22:47:00.000+08:00

HeYz GuYz.. Hw'S LiFe.. ScH's staRtEd tInGs R mOvInG.. New PpL.. New LeCtUrErs.. MayB eVen New rMs.. Its bEeN ReaL Nt bAd 4 Me.. E tImEtAbLe's aLrIte.. E OnLy tInG dIff cUd jUz b E dIsAppEaRaNcE oF D8.. wIcH mEaNs oUr LeCtuRe gRp Nw HaS EvEn LeSs PpL.. EhEhE.. DaTs 4 E LoSs oF E TaLLeC.. SoM1's gOnE.. BuT sHe dIn 4gEt hIm.. EvEn gAvE hIm a Box oF cHoCoLaTes.. HmMz.. Hw cUm sHe dIn gIvE uS.. ...

AltHoU I hAv Nv ReaLy CeLeBrAteD ChRisTmAs b4.. BuT dIz yR's SpEcIaL.. I'm GettInG Me 1st ChRisTmAs pReSeNt..! YeH..! ReaL nIcE oF BeL 2 dO dAt yA.. gReAt bUd.. HoPe eVry1 wIL aSo hAv a gReAt X'MaS.. MaY uR hAnGinG sToCks B FiLLeD wIt uR wIsHeS..! Kk'..

LaSt DaE oF WoRk OvEr..

2004-12-11T02:24:00.000+08:00

wHaHaHa.. 3 hRs aGo wAs E eNd oF E $-MaKinG.. No MoRe wOrK 4 Nw.. TiMe 2 3nJoY dIz LaSt wK oF HoLs BaBy.. 2 B eXaCt.. 9 sHoRt DaEs.. BuT I nOe ItS eNuF.. TheR wiL aLwaz B aN eNd 2 eVrytInG I gUeSs..
In dIz sHoRt PeRioD.. 3nJoYmEnt wiL B oF tOp pRioRity.. HoPeFuLLy nO bIg pRoBs cRoP Up.. Den wHen E Sem OpEns.. EvRy1 Iz HaPy.. I M HaPy.. We'LL aSo 3nJoY E New Sem.. Its Been qUite a fRuItfuL HoLs 4 Me.. HavIng HaD a FaiR sHaRe of 3nJoYmEnt N wOrk.. I tInK I've gRoWn.. YeH.. KicK oN gUys..!

JoBBeD wItH SiaNz..

2004-12-03T13:21:00.000+08:00

Nw We'Re aL oN E SaMe JoB.. Dat sIaNz MeTaLfOrM PtE LtD.. PaCkInG & PaCkInG.. LiNes.. BeLts.. InkJeTs.. SpYgLaSs.. HaIz.. N Nw Im sEnT 2 OuTgOinG.. WiTh E TaLLeC.. EvRyDaE sEeMs E SaMe.. In N Out oF E PrOdUcTiOn rMs.. WeaR N TaKe oFF.. EvRy1 Iz cOmpLaInIng.. SiaNz.. SiaNz.. SiaNz.. WeLL, dAtS aBt wOrkInG.. GuEsS We'LL HaVe 2 BeaR wIt It.. 4 1 mOrE wK.. YeH.. RiDe oN bUds..

JobLeSs aGn..

2004-11-19T22:07:00.000+08:00

Ahaha.. AftEr a wK oF WoRk @ E FouR SeAsOnS pRoMotIoN.. Nw Im wItHoUt a JoB.. aGn.. KaNgtaOs pLs cUm 4 Me..! Juz eXaCtLy a Mth 4 Me 2 EaRn aS MucH aS I Can.. So Hw..? PeRsEvErE N PeRsEvErE sOm MoRe Lo.. E bUnCh oF uS R MoStLy sTiL wItHoUt a JoB.. So SaD.. N We'Re sTiL BettInG.. WhaHaHa.. WeLL, It KeePs uS 2gEtHeR.. It's bCuM a pArt oF uS.. 2dAe wAs sOccEr aGn.. aFtEr MoRe tHaN a wK oF SoCcEr dRoUgHt..
HaIz.. $ Iz oF tOp pRioRiTy Nw I mUz sAe.. We nId LoTs oF It.. 4 Nw.. 4 FuTuRe.. 4 LiFe..

It's Ended.. More Or Less..

2004-10-12T23:31:00.000+08:00

Well well, seems like e sem iz aledy complete.. i juz hav no wish 2 continue doing anyting related 2 sch.. nw i wan 2 3njoy myself.. find a job.. earn some $.. play som soccer n arcade.. n spend time wit frenz.. dat GBR prob iz nw going nowher.. so i might as well let it b rite nw.. nt sae 4get abt diz whole ting.. but do it slowly.. step by step.. reverting 2 e old me ya buddies.. she doesn probe anymore.. but i wil let her noe somdae.. my my.. legs r down.. skin burned.. played 2oo much soccer nwadaes.. 3njoyed..!!! Tings r picking up im my way.. Hope diz moments wil remain.. 2 more wks n its e exams..! but dat aso means e break iz here..! BAD ting iz I might nt get 2 c her.. but i'll try 2 get her out.. I promise..

Was I Wrong..

2004-10-06T07:21:00.000+08:00

Cant believe it ya.. Was juz feeling happy and relieved som hrs ago.. N nw i face somting i don realy noe wad 2 do..
If u like a ger, u try 2 noe more abt her, n she fires u e qn of who e ger iz.. Wad wud u do..
I simply kept quiet.. I realy do nt noe wad 2 sae..
The time when i was down.. she lent me her ears.. I r'mem'r her saying, "You dont nid a reason 2 like som1.." Dat moment i was sure i made e right choice..
Nw she wans 2 noe who it is.. Aft dat silence, i decided 2 leave.. i was nt prepared.. I wished her gd nite.. i din xpect diz reply, "only noe hw 2 run away.. pls die.."
shld i b angry or sad.. evry1 noes abt me liking her.. i din tel her as i was nt confident enuf.. but cum 2 tink abt it nw.. wad was al diz mystery abt.. juz tel her..
"pls die.." hopefully it'll nt b used 2nite..

Ending All Stress..

2004-10-05T22:31:00.000+08:00

Hmmz.. Its wk 14 of yr 2 sem 1.. Finaly nearing e end of al projs.. Al of u muz agree wit me dat diz few wks was nth else but stress.. Al dat rush n ruffle will soon b over.. Juz wait 4 nxt wk.. Yea.. Den we'll sit down 4 a nice cup of coffee.. Hw's dat peeps..? Nxt wk wil aso feature somting i realy look 4ward 2.. My 1st soccer match on e NYP field.. Nicely kept and furnished ya.. Looks as tho no1 realy stepped on e pitch b4.. Hopefully ther's $ in my pockets nxt wk 2 buy boots.. Well then, 3nJoY Nw Evry1..

GBR~

2004-10-01T16:42:00.000+08:00

Haiz.. Haiz.. Haiz.. Nv had a gf b4.. Nw it seems so hard 2 act.. Dono hw 2 act aso.. Aha.. Nt E usual me.. In E past din realy tink so much abt diz.. Usually lets E victim noe.. Hmmz.. Nw's e busy project period.. Evry project big or small aso hav 2 complete.. In juz a wk..!!
Dim projectcount as integer.. projectcount = 4.. Ahh..!! Blame myself 4 playing 2oo much.. 2oo relaxed 4 diz sem.. Tho its actualy supposed 2 B more stressed.. Without Maths cums so many prac stuff.. Projects do drive evry1 crazy ya.. 'Gd LuCk'..